reading howards post
makes me miss my grandparents even more. although i dont have any grandmothers anymore, my dad came in earlier to my room and asked me to make a scrapbook.
i asked him what kind, and he said just fill a small album with pictures of our family for my grandfather, cause my dad said when he was at korea, my grandpa told him that he misses me. and these days he can’t hear anymore because he’s losing his hearing..and hes becoming more and more childlike as the days go by.
to everyone who has their grandparents living nearby or who have the opporutnity to spend a nice holiday with them, im eternally jealous.
i remember when i was like five or six we used to have those huge family gettogethers for holidays, but of course we moved here so i havent had one since. im not saying im not grateful for what i have, but i do wish i could have one of those again. see how much my cousins have grown.
every time i go, they’re always so grown up. i would see them as a baby, then the next time they’re walking and running and talking all over the place. then the next time i come they show me all their toys and ask me for piggybackrides, then the next they’re going to middle school. how fast kids grow up.
i miss ma familyyy.
i am eternally jealous too.
